Here we are, 6 months after posting the most vulnerable blog to date. In October, we hit the 2 year mark…

If I were to let you peek into my brain the last month it would look a lot like this blog…because let’s be honest…I don’t keep a journal, otherwise I would’ve said “this is an excerpt directly from my journal pages”. I don’t have the endurance to write my thoughts out like that. That’s exhausting…and typing is faster. Here is where I’ve been the last month, and figuring out how to connect what seems disconnected is really challenging me. You know those truths that you’ve heard all of your life…and those little nuggets of truth you use to give advice to others. “God is faithful” “God’s timing is perfect” “God is good” “God uses our suffering to bring Him glory” “God is sovereign” “God will never leave you or forsake you” “God will meet all of your needs” I could go on and on and on with those short phrases. Here’s where my problem is… I know these phrases, and I believe them…but only when times aren’t hard. I know God is good, but I convince myself He is good only when things are smooth sailing. This journey of infertility has made me question every aspect that I’ve ever “known” […]